Of all the spiritual journey’s and modalities that I have learned and tried, I have to say that Ayahuasca was the most profound. It’s the truth. Anyone can benefit from plant medicine. I believe plants are all we need. Just some odd years ago there were only like 2 medications, now there are new ones popping up all the time. There are some frightening stories out there about Ayahuasca, but mine was anything but. It showed me so much love, I really can’t even put into words, but I’ll try. In July 2017, I did 3 ceremonies at Rythmia, each very different.
The first was SUPER sexual, it was like spirit was having sex with me, loving me, fucking me, pleasure, pain, the whole gamut. I was moaning and groaning like crazy. The second ceremony was absolute bliss, still very sexual in nature, but I saw and felt so much love. I have never experienced anything as beautiful in my life. During this ceremony I was told from ‘Source’ that I was a Love Goddess, a Sex Goddess, and a Healer. I kept asking “are you sure?” “me?” “what?” Every time I would question it, I got a firm confirmation and was showered with immense amounts of love. It actually gets much deeper, the visions I saw, the downloads I got, it’s like I was home, really home and it’s a beautiful place where I’m from. The 3rd time I did it, I got a physical healing. I had extreme stomach pain and the Shaman removed it with some cotton (short for Shaman stuff that I don’t know enough about to write). It was really amazing. It was like some major emotional energy that I couldn’t let go of for some reason. Once it was removed, I felt ecstasy, joy, and laughter. This is how I became the Goddess of Love. I had to go with it. It’s like when “Source” “Spirit” or “God” tells you something directly, you have to go with it. It wouldn’t even be right not to. I was told that I wasn’t ready to know this information before, that I am ready now and to prepare for something big to happen (still not sure what that means…there’s more, but I suppose I’ll keep it sacred for now)…
I know that I am love and I must to do EVERYTHING with love. It’s actually the easiest way to do anything really. I’m exploring some things and you can read some about it on Patreon.com/moonmaison or starting Sept 25th moonmaison.net (I’ll be transferring all the content from Patreon to my new site).
After something so profound you really need time to integrate. I wasn’t sure what it all meant. I was already on a spiritual path and had reached very high levels of awakenings, but this was next level. What called to me was Tantra. I wanted to learn as much as I could about love, relationships, sex, sexual healing and intimacy. These areas have always set the tone for my life, challenging me, etc. I feel this is what the meaning and purpose of my life is.
I became dedicated to learn more. I soon signed up for the everything Tantra. In just 2 months I’ve done 2 Tantra workshops, 1 Tantra teacher training, tried OM (orgasmic meditation), and have taken several private session at my home with a local healer. All this and I’m still trying to keep up with all my social platforms, attend my intuitive healing (psychic) school, be a spiritual mentor to others, and still be cute, lol. I like to think that I’m on an accelerated path, but I’m just letting things unfold as they will.
I should tell you that I have done tons of soul work prior to doing Ayahuasca and lucky for me I don’t think I had all that many kinks to work out in the first place. I already knew that this was my path, but it super confirmed it. Needless to say I am pro plant meds. I would love to help prepare anyone who is considering doing it and I highly recommend going to Rythmia. A direct number is 844.263.8329.
I would like to thank everyone who has supported my journey in anyway, even just liking my photos is something to me : )
Below is a video from my last few hours at Rythmia as well and 1 short writing from my journal while I was there.
My writing is not always that bad, I didn’t want to write, but I knew I had to.